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             MEA MARiE
31 December 2008 @ 05:34 pm
hope everyone had a nice christmas


happy new year
 
 
             MEA MARiE
04 December 2008 @ 01:11 pm
UPDATE SOON
I PROMISE
 
 
             MEA MARiE
20 March 2008 @ 05:18 pm
1. If you're being extremely quiet whats it mean? EITHER I DONT LIKE YOU OR I FEEL LIKE SHIT
2. If someone hit on you, what would you do? NO COMMENT
3. Do you still have feelings for your ex? HELL NO
4. Ever had a one night stand? NO
5. If so, would you again? If not, would you?
6. Last time you laughed? JUST A MOMENT A GO
7. Has anyone told you that they missed you lately? MY PARENTS
8. Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?NOT TODAY
9. Would you ever date your best friend [of the opposite sex]? MAYBE
10. Have you ever received sexy pics from someone?NOPE
11. Do you regret anything from your past? ALOT
12. If you could seek revenge on someone would you? THE PEOPLE THAT TRIED TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF MY BROTHER.
13. How do you react when people cry around you? VERY SYMPETHIC
14. If you bump into someone's arm do you apologize? YEA
15. Last argument? THE OTHER NIGHT
16. Are you jealous of the person that posted this last? NO I DONT KNOW EM
17. Would you ever strip for money? HELL TO THE MF NO UNLESS I WAS DRUNK OR ON DRUGS MAN
18. Do you have a crush? KINDA
19. What are you listening to? THE TV
20. Last Beverage? WATER
21. Last nap? TODAY
22. Do you own a planner? YEA
23. Favorite month? OCTOBER
24. Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant? YEAHHH
25. Would they be mad if you were gay/lesbian? NO
26. What are you doing Saturday? SLEEPING
27. Sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you? SPENT ALL DAY WITH ME WHEN I WAS SICK
28. Kiss on the first date? SURE
29. Are you a slut/man whore? HELL NO
30. Favorite color? PURPLE
31. Are you racist?NO
32. Excited for anything? EASTER W/ LA FAMILLA
33. Ever had sex with two different people in ONE day? NO
34. Would you ever steal someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?NO
35. Last time you were confused?
36. Last time you smiled? JUST NOW
37. If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick? NEIL
38. Have you ever done something behind your best friend's back and never told them? UMM
39. Will you ever? NOO
40. Rent a movie or go to movies? GO TO
41. Been to mexico? YEP
42. Own a gun? DOES A TAZER COUNT
43. Happy with life? YEOP
 
 
Current Location: DORM
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: THE T.V.
 
 
             MEA MARiE
20 March 2008 @ 05:03 pm
long time no post heres whats going on

¦ •completed my CNA TRAINING; waiting for clinical.

¦ • startred posting resumes, i really miss working i want to go back to work

¦ •i been extra tired lately i need to go home thank good tommorow is friday i can't wait


¦ • later shower time!
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Current Location: dmy dormitry
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: the tv
 
 
             MEA MARiE
21 November 2007 @ 08:35 pm

as a request from a friend, when im at school since the computers there are lame and i cantget on aim/ myspace often
ill update my lj


 
 
 
             MEA MARiE
01 August 2007 @ 02:20 pm

Ten random things about me:
01 |
i have switched majors entirely, i have left the criminal justice program i hope to find  the nursing  feild suitable for me.
02 | I've been writing. As usual, none of it has been typed up. I have been in touch with every creative part of  in my body [as of late], and it feels fabulous! I've got at least twelve things, mostly songs and poems, that need to be typed. I'm very proud of about ten of them- be on the look out!
03 | i been working  long days and long shifts that have been accumuliting 75+ a week or more they leave me tired but i yearn to be so productive in society and happy im not sitting on my butt watching for each hour to pass and wondering what shall i do next
04 | I've been getting allergy-induced nose bleeds on a daily basis,   some are so bad  in which   my towel looks like an aftermath of a large cut.
05 | night time has be come my release- party time, im in love  with going out and just being amoung those i love
06 | My  hair i been letting it grow  for several months and am finally satisfied with the length
07 | I make an earnest effort to listen just as much, if not twice as much, as I talk.
08 |
I  been working out  more than 3x a week  ive started kick boxing again and walking./running upwards of 35-40 minutes a day on the treadmill @ the local gym 
09 | I' love my summer but im ready for classes to begin
10 | facebook has captivated me.

Nine ways to win my heart:
01 | tell me what you admire/ distaste about me
02 | Surprises  are nice
03 | Give me a run for my money in terms of sarcasm.
04 | Admit when you are wrong.
05 | Apologize when it is appropriate.& mean every word of it
06 | Don't give in.
07 | Be respectful , have class 
08 | Tell me when I contradict myself; I'll know you've been listening.
09 | Be an asshole every once in a while. Nobody likes a push over.

Eight things I wanna do before I die:
01 | have  children when I am ready
02 | live my life to the fullest  with no one to hold me down  and let my imagination soar to new extremes
03 | travel the  world
04 | start a mission/ rehab forrunaway abused rottwieliers
05 | volunteer MORE OFTEN!
06 | become more tolerant and tolerable
07 | visit /live in my home town of chicago Illinos
08 | spend a night in a submarine

Seven things that annoy me:
01 | bad drivers in boston
02 | people that don`t understand my sence of humor 
03 | People who will not tell me when I am out of line.
04 | president bush
05 | owing money to people for bills etc and being left with bearly enough for a week
06 | Parents who blame the media, rather than bad parenting, for diseases of developed nations [including but certainly not limited to eating disorders].
07 | The man/woman/machine who censors movies for the USA channel.

Six things I wish for:
01 | to become more self-aware
02 | improvement of the public education system
03 | gasoline prices to go down
04 | children who will hold onto their dreams
05 | the courage to overcome my fears
06 | to never forget where I came from

Five things i'm afraid of:
01 | loosing people that i love [ friends family]
02 | giving up on dreams and  feeling  like hope is gone
03 | snakes/rats/ sharks/heights
04 | being alone @ night  walking in the streets of downtown
05 | the unknown

Four of my favorite songs:
01 | I`LL BE - Edwin MCcain
02 | Untitled - Simple plan
03 | i wish you were here -incubus
04 | 100 years - five for fighting

Three things I do everyday:
01 | focus on self-improvement [working out ]
02 | tell my parents im thankful for all they`ve done for me
03 | tell my brother that i love him and ill always be there for him

Two things I do everyday:
01 | go to work even though theres days when i dont wanna leave the conforts of my room
02 | check all my e-mails on different acounts i own [ myspace lj  facebook aol etc etc]

One person I want to see right now:
01 | my grandfather.

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Current Mood: hothot
 
 
             MEA MARiE
31 July 2007 @ 05:07 pm
IM BACK,  

I CHANGED THE LAYOUT IM STILL EORKING OUT THE BUGS, GIVE ME TIME

MORE UPDATES SOON
 
 
Current Mood: uncomfortableuncomfortable
 
 
             MEA MARiE
02 May 2007 @ 02:52 pm
 YEP  ILL BE WRITTING MORE SOON
I JUST NEEDED A BREAK FROM REALITY


REALITY WAS SCARING ME AND I WAS   LOSING IT NOW 
IM BACK FOR   ANOTHER CHANCE.







LATER
 
 
             MEA MARiE
05 December 2006 @ 04:48 pm
BRACE URSELF ITLL BE ALONG ONE FOR YOU, NOT GUITE A NOVELA, MAYBE A GOOD BEDTIME STORY
 
 
             MEA MARiE
25 November 2006 @ 09:17 pm
1.my dad`s still in the hospital, hes gaining strength day by day

2. i dont feel good now, i think its all the anxiety build up

3. new user info yo hit it up
4. i shall be making a long awaited comeback apperance w/ new pics very soon!