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ST0RY OF A GiRL
20 March 2008 @ 05:18 pm
1. If you're being extremely quiet whats it mean? EITHER I DONT LIKE YOU OR I FEEL LIKE SHIT
2. If someone hit on you, what would you do? NO COMMENT
3. Do you still have feelings for your ex? HELL NO
4. Ever had a one night stand? NO
5. If so, would you again? If not, would you?
6. Last time you laughed? JUST A MOMENT A GO
7. Has anyone told you that they missed you lately? MY PARENTS
8. Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?NOT TODAY
9. Would you ever date your best friend [of the opposite sex]? MAYBE
10. Have you ever received sexy pics from someone?NOPE
11. Do you regret anything from your past? ALOT
12. If you could seek revenge on someone would you? THE PEOPLE THAT TRIED TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF MY BROTHER.
13. How do you react when people cry around you? VERY SYMPETHIC
14. If you bump into someone's arm do you apologize? YEA
15. Last argument? THE OTHER NIGHT
16. Are you jealous of the person that posted this last? NO I DONT KNOW EM
17. Would you ever strip for money? HELL TO THE MF NO UNLESS I WAS DRUNK OR ON DRUGS MAN
18. Do you have a crush? KINDA
19. What are you listening to? THE TV
20. Last Beverage? WATER
21. Last nap? TODAY
22. Do you own a planner? YEA
23. Favorite month? OCTOBER
24. Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant? YEAHHH
25. Would they be mad if you were gay/lesbian? NO
26. What are you doing Saturday? SLEEPING
27. Sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you? SPENT ALL DAY WITH ME WHEN I WAS SICK
28. Kiss on the first date? SURE
29. Are you a slut/man whore? HELL NO
30. Favorite color? PURPLE
31. Are you racist?NO
32. Excited for anything? EASTER W/ LA FAMILLA
33. Ever had sex with two different people in ONE day? NO
34. Would you ever steal someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?NO
35. Last time you were confused?
36. Last time you smiled? JUST NOW
37. If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick? NEIL
38. Have you ever done something behind your best friend's back and never told them? UMM
39. Will you ever? NOO
40. Rent a movie or go to movies? GO TO
41. Been to mexico? YEP
42. Own a gun? DOES A TAZER COUNT
43. Happy with life? YEOP
2. If someone hit on you, what would you do? NO COMMENT
3. Do you still have feelings for your ex? HELL NO
4. Ever had a one night stand? NO
5. If so, would you again? If not, would you?
6. Last time you laughed? JUST A MOMENT A GO
7. Has anyone told you that they missed you lately? MY PARENTS
8. Are you wearing any clothes that don't belong to you?NOT TODAY
9. Would you ever date your best friend [of the opposite sex]? MAYBE
10. Have you ever received sexy pics from someone?NOPE
11. Do you regret anything from your past? ALOT
12. If you could seek revenge on someone would you? THE PEOPLE THAT TRIED TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF MY BROTHER.
13. How do you react when people cry around you? VERY SYMPETHIC
14. If you bump into someone's arm do you apologize? YEA
15. Last argument? THE OTHER NIGHT
16. Are you jealous of the person that posted this last? NO I DONT KNOW EM
17. Would you ever strip for money? HELL TO THE MF NO UNLESS I WAS DRUNK OR ON DRUGS MAN
18. Do you have a crush? KINDA
19. What are you listening to? THE TV
20. Last Beverage? WATER
21. Last nap? TODAY
22. Do you own a planner? YEA
23. Favorite month? OCTOBER
24. Would your parents be mad if you got pregnant? YEAHHH
25. Would they be mad if you were gay/lesbian? NO
26. What are you doing Saturday? SLEEPING
27. Sweetest thing anyone has ever done for you? SPENT ALL DAY WITH ME WHEN I WAS SICK
28. Kiss on the first date? SURE
29. Are you a slut/man whore? HELL NO
30. Favorite color? PURPLE
31. Are you racist?NO
32. Excited for anything? EASTER W/ LA FAMILLA
33. Ever had sex with two different people in ONE day? NO
34. Would you ever steal someone's boyfriend or girlfriend?NO
35. Last time you were confused?
36. Last time you smiled? JUST NOW
37. If you could cuddle with anyone right now who would you pick? NEIL
38. Have you ever done something behind your best friend's back and never told them? UMM
39. Will you ever? NOO
40. Rent a movie or go to movies? GO TO
41. Been to mexico? YEP
42. Own a gun? DOES A TAZER COUNT
43. Happy with life? YEOP
sick20 March 2008 @ 05:03 pm
long time no post heres whats going on
¦ •completed my CNA TRAINING; waiting for clinical.
¦ • startred posting resumes, i really miss working i want to go back to work
¦ •i been extra tired lately i need to go home thank good tommorow is friday i can't wait
¦ • later shower time!
¦ •completed my CNA TRAINING; waiting for clinical.
¦ • startred posting resumes, i really miss working i want to go back to work
¦ •i been extra tired lately i need to go home thank good tommorow is friday i can't wait
¦ • later shower time!
21 November 2007 @ 08:35 pm
as a request from a friend, when im at school since the computers there are lame and i cantget on aim/ myspace often
ill update my lj
01 August 2007 @ 02:20 pm
Ten random things about me:
01 | i have switched majors entirely, i have left the criminal justice program i hope to find the nursing feild suitable for me.
02 | I've been writing. As usual, none of it has been typed up. I have been in touch with every creative part of in my body [as of late], and it feels fabulous! I've got at least twelve things, mostly songs and poems, that need to be typed. I'm very proud of about ten of them- be on the look out!
03 | i been working long days and long shifts that have been accumuliting 75+ a week or more they leave me tired but i yearn to be so productive in society and happy im not sitting on my butt watching for each hour to pass and wondering what shall i do next
04 | I've been getting allergy-induced nose bleeds on a daily basis, some are so bad in which my towel looks like an aftermath of a large cut.
05 | night time has be come my release- party time, im in love with going out and just being amoung those i love
06 | My hair i been letting it grow for several months and am finally satisfied with the length
07 | I make an earnest effort to listen just as much, if not twice as much, as I talk.
08 | I been working out more than 3x a week ive started kick boxing again and walking./running upwards of 35-40 minutes a day on the treadmill @ the local gym
09 | I' love my summer but im ready for classes to begin
10 | facebook has captivated me.
Nine ways to win my heart:
01 | tell me what you admire/ distaste about me
02 | Surprises are nice
03 | Give me a run for my money in terms of sarcasm.
04 | Admit when you are wrong.
05 | Apologize when it is appropriate.& mean every word of it
06 | Don't give in.
07 | Be respectful , have class
08 | Tell me when I contradict myself; I'll know you've been listening.
09 | Be an asshole every once in a while. Nobody likes a push over.
Eight things I wanna do before I die:
01 | have children when I am ready
02 | live my life to the fullest with no one to hold me down and let my imagination soar to new extremes
03 | travel the world
04 | start a mission/ rehab forrunaway abused rottwieliers
05 | volunteer MORE OFTEN!
06 | become more tolerant and tolerable
07 | visit /live in my home town of chicago Illinos
08 | spend a night in a submarine
Seven things that annoy me:
01 | bad drivers in boston
02 | people that don`t understand my sence of humor
03 | People who will not tell me when I am out of line.
04 | president bush
05 | owing money to people for bills etc and being left with bearly enough for a week
06 | Parents who blame the media, rather than bad parenting, for diseases of developed nations [including but certainly not limited to eating disorders].
07 | The man/woman/machine who censors movies for the USA channel.
Six things I wish for:
01 | to become more self-aware
02 | improvement of the public education system
03 | gasoline prices to go down
04 | children who will hold onto their dreams
05 | the courage to overcome my fears
06 | to never forget where I came from
Five things i'm afraid of:
01 | loosing people that i love [ friends family]
02 | giving up on dreams and feeling like hope is gone
03 | snakes/rats/ sharks/heights
04 | being alone @ night walking in the streets of downtown
05 | the unknown
Four of my favorite songs:
01 | I`LL BE - Edwin MCcain
02 | Untitled - Simple plan
03 | i wish you were here -incubus
04 | 100 years - five for fighting
Three things I do everyday:
01 | focus on self-improvement [working out ]
02 | tell my parents im thankful for all they`ve done for me
03 | tell my brother that i love him and ill always be there for him
Five things i'm afraid of:
01 | loosing people that i love [ friends family]
02 | giving up on dreams and feeling like hope is gone
03 | snakes/rats/ sharks/heights
04 | being alone @ night walking in the streets of downtown
05 | the unknown
Four of my favorite songs:
01 | I`LL BE - Edwin MCcain
02 | Untitled - Simple plan
03 | i wish you were here -incubus
04 | 100 years - five for fighting
Three things I do everyday:
01 | focus on self-improvement [working out ]
02 | tell my parents im thankful for all they`ve done for me
03 | tell my brother that i love him and ill always be there for him
Two things I do everyday:
01 | go to work even though theres days when i dont wanna leave the conforts of my room
02 | check all my e-mails on different acounts i own [ myspace lj facebook aol etc etc]
One person I want to see right now:
01 | my grandfather.
Current Mood: 
hot
hot31 July 2007 @ 05:07 pm
IM BACK,
I CHANGED THE LAYOUT IM STILL EORKING OUT THE BUGS, GIVE ME TIME
MORE UPDATES SOON
I CHANGED THE LAYOUT IM STILL EORKING OUT THE BUGS, GIVE ME TIME
MORE UPDATES SOON
Current Mood: uncomfortable
uncomfortable02 May 2007 @ 02:52 pm
YEP ILL BE WRITTING MORE SOON
I JUST NEEDED A BREAK FROM REALITY
REALITY WAS SCARING ME AND I WAS LOSING IT NOW
IM BACK FOR ANOTHER CHANCE.
LATER
I JUST NEEDED A BREAK FROM REALITY
REALITY WAS SCARING ME AND I WAS LOSING IT NOW
IM BACK FOR ANOTHER CHANCE.
LATER
05 December 2006 @ 04:48 pm
BRACE URSELF ITLL BE ALONG ONE FOR YOU, NOT GUITE A NOVELA, MAYBE A GOOD BEDTIME STORY
25 November 2006 @ 09:17 pm
1.my dad`s still in the hospital, hes gaining strength day by day
2. i dont feel good now, i think its all the anxiety build up
3. new user info yo hit it up
4. i shall be making a long awaited comeback apperance w/ new pics very soon!
2. i dont feel good now, i think its all the anxiety build up
3. new user info yo hit it up
4. i shall be making a long awaited comeback apperance w/ new pics very soon!
12 October 2006 @ 09:35 pm
my dad is in the hospital, hes been sick for well over 10 days now adn he is not getting any better, hes lost 20lbs atleast and is frail, he has no energy, he can`t even make it to work,
the doctor has hospitalized him over-night and put him on IV`s and a blood pump and also a foot pump so while he is in bed the risk of him gettig blood clots is minimal.
i`ve NEVER in 19 years seen my father this mowed down to say, he`s like a blind/deaf child he`s practically helpless
i sit here typing this note, my hands are shaken with full anxiety and i feel as if i`m ready to burst.
my dad systems incluse nausea,cramping,vomit,bloody stool[diarreah],chills, high fever,irratability. severe weight loos,de-hydration.
the lab ran tests,[stool urine blood] but were in conclusve to come up with a proper diagnosis, the doctor thinks he knows whats wrong with my dad but is a waiting more proper tests to come back from the hospital
his doctor thinks its possible my dad has Ulcerative Colitis"
read about it here:http://aolsvc.health.webmd.aol.com/h
please think of my dad, it would mean alot to me
the doctor has hospitalized him over-night and put him on IV`s and a blood pump and also a foot pump so while he is in bed the risk of him gettig blood clots is minimal.
i`ve NEVER in 19 years seen my father this mowed down to say, he`s like a blind/deaf child he`s practically helpless
i sit here typing this note, my hands are shaken with full anxiety and i feel as if i`m ready to burst.
my dad systems incluse nausea,cramping,vomit,bloody stool[diarreah],chills, high fever,irratability. severe weight loos,de-hydration.
the lab ran tests,[stool urine blood] but were in conclusve to come up with a proper diagnosis, the doctor thinks he knows whats wrong with my dad but is a waiting more proper tests to come back from the hospital
his doctor thinks its possible my dad has Ulcerative Colitis"
read about it here:http://aolsvc.health.webmd.aol.com/h
please think of my dad, it would mean alot to me
Current Mood: worried
worried22 September 2006 @ 03:05 pm
( PARTY PICTURES )lately i been hanging out going back to school trying not to get over my head, but theres stuff bothering me so im trying to mellow out, i been hanging with my friends drinking a bit here and there, heres a few pics from some parties
im sorry there so shittly re sized
leave comments please?
im sorry there so shittly re sized
( pix )
leave comments please?
Current Mood: 
happy
happyCurrent Music: TV
14 September 2006 @ 07:00 pm
i got the news just a minute a go from my friend nicole, her younger brother david[who's my age ]he`s a private first class in the US marine corps, just got deployed to
I R A Q
SO PLEASE KEEP DAVID IN YOUR HEARTS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR HIM, THANK YOU
I R A Q
SO PLEASE KEEP DAVID IN YOUR HEARTS AND SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR HIM, THANK YOU
Current Mood: worried
worried14 September 2006 @ 05:34 pm
i`m very picky about how things look, if they dont turn out "how there intendeed" i`m one to give up in a moments notice.
well today i tried something new. and i really loved how it came out i finally have an acceptable lj profile :) i made from scrach yeah me!!
well today i tried something new. and i really loved how it came out i finally have an acceptable lj profile :) i made from scrach yeah me!!
Current Mood: happy
happyCurrent Music: [yellow card]..only one
13 September 2006 @ 04:43 pm
PICTURES INCLUDED!
BEFORE SCHOOL STARTED, I MADE A FEW DRASTIC CHANGES TO MY SELF,NO LYPO OR STOMACH STAPLING LIKE THAT, HERES THE LOW DOWN
----HAIR EXTENTIONS <3 [THAT I ADORE], I WAS SO SICK OF PEOPLES COMMENTARY OF WHY MY HAIR WAS AS SHORT AS IT WAS
----WEIGHT LOSS [YESS I STILL AM CONTUING TO LOSS WEIGHT] IN A HEALTHY WAY :) which means i eat healthy/exersice properly. IF YOUR INTERESTED TO KNOW WHAT DIET I`M ON /FOODS IVE PARTICALLY GROWN FOND OF
MY DIET = SOUTH BEACH DIET
FOODS PROTEINBARS/PROTEIN SHAKES
MORE WIDE VARIETY OF FRUITS AND VEGGIES[COOKED AND RAW]
WHOLE GRAIN CERAL
DECAF COFFEE[ I USED TO THINK IT WAS DISGUSTING, IT TOOK ME 2 MONTHS TO GET USED TO IT WITH OUT A MINOR HEADACHE]
LEAN CUISINE[ I ACTUALLY LIKED UM FROM THE START <3 ESPECIALLY THE PANINIS AND PIZZAS']
THATS ME AND MY EXTENTIONS AND HEY! I`M ACTUALLY SMILING FOR ONCE 
JUST HANGING AROUND 
DRUNK JUST A BIT
IM PROVING TO ALL, IM STANDING NOW IM NOT THAT TALL
blurry but yeah i was drunk and trying to be gangster
newest body shot best i can give for now, its an improvementCurrent Music: cascada-miracle
10 September 2006 @ 05:24 pm
9-11
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PLEASE REP0ST THiS F0R ALL 0F THE PE0PLE WH0 HAVE DiED. THEY W0ULD D0 THE SAME F0R Y 0 U . .
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Current Mood: numb
numbCurrent Music: dj sammy -- heaven
okay
08 September 2006 @ 04:25 pm
I GOT ANOPTHER JOB INTERVIEW CALL BACK
FOR THIS COMING WED` PLEASE WISH ME
LUCK IM SURE ILL BE NEEDING IT
FOR THIS COMING WED` PLEASE WISH ME
LUCK IM SURE ILL BE NEEDING IT
06 September 2006 @ 02:29 pm
let`s recap
-i FiNiSHED MY FRESHMAN YEAR OF COLLEGE iN MAY
-WENT TO CLEVLAND TO ViSiT MY EXTENDED FAMiLY iN
JULY
- ME AND MY MOM ARE GROWiNG FURTHER APART
[RELATiONSHiP WiSE]
- i WAS ROBBED [$270 US] BY SOMEONE I WENT ON
A DATE WITH iN AUGUST.
[ LONG DETAILED ENTRY COMiNG]
-SOPHMORE SEMESTER OF COLLEGE STARTED
WED SEPTEMBER 6.2006
-JOB SEARCING CARRiES ON MORE APPLICATIONS
FILLED OUT--- FEW CALLS RETURNED ;X
- CHANGED lj info!!
i feel sick to my stomach ;/ i really like this song <3 [sum 41 still waiting i know it`s soo old] my scalp is really red and irriated i haven't changed my shampoo in years i think it`s enviromental errr.
laters--
Current Mood: crappy
crappyCurrent Music: SUM 41-STiLL WAiTiNG
05 September 2006 @ 06:35 pm
just so you think i'm not dead or abandoned everthing
here i`am
i have a couple of large updates coming . alot of things have happend the good /the bad mixed with the ugly so be braced